2 volka grogs, some tequila shots, one beer, very first trial on cigarettes, some latin music, some hip-hop, 3 pubs in a row, one kiss on the stairs, randoms hugs in streets, laughters among sense of guilty, signs under my arrogant pride finally, something amanda No one can tell what's going on in this crazy complex. All we did is just trying to be tough when people think we are stronge, trying to be tougher when they think we are insane. Well, in fact, all lies. Dont pressume you know me, cause I see the very pure. |
有時候，回憶對我來説是一種折磨 讓我記起曾犯的錯誤曾傷害過的人曾經受的欺騙以及不該有的軟弱 站在這個人生點，的確很多時候可以做到一笑置之，豁達寬容 然而只有自己知道，有時内心還是迷茫不安的 可以把自己想象得很成熟，可惜這種成熟根本就保護不了自己 往往還落得自找麻煩的下場
笑別人 但看腳下 依然是自己孤獨的影子 也許越長大，越發現 戰友，愛人，親人，知己 都是可遇不可求 |
| 伴侶 理想的 應該是 那個男人可以捧著我的臉，為我擦去臉頰上的淚水， 一個踏實的擁抱，告訴我一切都會好起來
如果越不過我的堅強 我看到的只有軟弱 |
Thursday, November 16, 2006
越來越有意識地去體會那種喜歡的感覺，可以是一瞬間的喜歡，也可以是階段性的喜歡 還是不明白爲什麽自己可以為一個已經過去很久的吻而神魂顛倒 不過逝去的東西不僅是不可以回來，我也不想它再回來
問我相信一夜情嗎 以前不會 不過現在覺得若是像電影中一夜情之後還有偶然的相遇，分離，再相遇，再分離 那倒是件浪漫的事 只不過會很辛苦 |
Bus running on the highway, as if there are only the two of us lying in seats I looked up into his light blue eyes and gave him a gentle kiss on the lips never feel this kinda comfortable, understanding and being understood. I was putting my hands in his giant hands, only hoping time could stop right here
I am collecting every single kiss, and trying my best to grasp every beautiful moment --- it is not the first time God gives such dilemma --- I was always left wanting to love, but little time for loving End of the day, he kissed me on the nose because I am way too short. I blushed. Every second spent with him, is a victory. |
