There are lots of ways to escape from the real world -- sort of taking a rest restoring energy to move on. It is not because the reality is too scary or miserable to keep staying in. For me sometimes I do need to slow down little bit, either think of nothing and take some deep breath, or reflect on hows everything going so far. I am glad as human being I can choose to just go to the mountains and appreciate nature as one way of relaxing myself, or as an educated person I could have chances of being with artists and appreciating their work.
Ok, I'll just cut the crap cause I can be talking nonstop about my philosophy - we went to this Friday night concert with orchestra playing classic spanish music. To me, it really does not matter if you understand the music or not. To me, as long as you are somehow touched by art itself --- you're the rich guy cause it already left something beautiful in you which would last for long time.
Now I'm just laying back enjoying this another relaxing weekend also thinking about this week. My best friend back home broke up with her boyfriend because he has been cheating on her. I of course would not say anything detail about this partly because they both are my best friends. On the other hand, it was good to know sara got back with dorian finally and wing is being stable with jasper and got her visa to holland which is super yay! By the time I was sitting at Klubb Fantoft and speaking with Kathi, she stroke me with something I already know but have been rarely aware of. "Two persons having the chance meeting each other and get together and have a great time, that is amazing thing already." I remember me repeating this last day of 2006, "there is nothing better than feeling you are in love with someone and being loved in return." I know both of the sayings are focusing on the present. It is the present that matters and it is the present that you can really feel truly. And I know I would feel much much better stop thinking about the future and all those risky decisions. I am still like a girl got lost in forest. When I am by myself staring at the sky hope someone could join me only to share the loneliness, I am still wondering.
None of us would forget how it feels keep refreshing the webpage hoping something update could pop up. We are the waiting people who are fearless to take the first move as long as we know it worths everything at the end.
Arhhh... it is a boring journal. I'd try being funny next time :-P
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