Tuesday, February 13, 2007

the one with the worst Valentine's ever

It is too corny to say things like "you'd only feel you have lost it when you really lost sth". But I am really missing the days I can walk and run like normal people. Maybe it is because past few weeks have been really happy, which makes the time I am going through right now bit hard for me. Of course I know I can recover, maybe sooner than I expected. But staying in room all day long and walking really hard to classes are killing me. I was so looking forward to the cabin trip this weekend but now seems that it'd be an impossible and I will spend my new year like a little old lady unable to go anywhere.

I have thousands of reasons to be crying (and of course was what I did), and the worse thing is I am being very fragile and grumpy right now. I cant focus and have serious sleeping problems.
I'll go to hospital again in 5 hours to do x-ray. It could be hell expensive guess....

oh god, this is the worst Valentine's ever, absolutely.

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